Lost.

18th August 2011

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Text Messaging My Love.<3

“You make me smile.(:”
“And you make me the happiest person on Earth.

24th June 2011

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Cleaning Out My Closet.

It’s time for me to clean out this closet.
And after I do I’m gonna close it up and lock it.
I’m done keeping secrets that don’t even matter.
I’m done being afraid of climbing this unstable ladder.
But it was always stable, I shouldn’t have had a doubt.
I never thought about taking a different route.
But there always is, no matter what they say.
I don’t care whether you’re straight or gay.
I’m done staying quiet, I’m going to do this my way.
So let it out everybody, don’t be afraid.
Don’t do this for fame or to get payed.
Raise awareness of what’s really going on.
Discrimination is the worst pain to ever inflict.
It’s worse then being stabbed or punched or kicked.
Believe me, I know, it’s truly the worst.
So help me with this wound that needs to be nursed.
I am not gay, but if I was would it matter?
Would you guys stop listening or reading this?
I guess this is my one and only wish.
For everyone to be happy, no matter who they’re with.

24th June 2011

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The Sake of Love

I don’t know what you really think of me.

I don’t know if you care for me.

I do know I love you.

And I do know I would do anything for you.

Would you do the same?

If I held a gun to my brain?

Would you take it away and make me pray to the lord above?

I don’t know if you would, at least for the sake of love.

I don’t know anything anymore.

But I do know that everybody is wrong. You AREN’T a whore.

20th June 2011

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Together.

One of these days I’ll realize I shouldn’t have let you go.

I should’ve stayed with you but I didn’t. No.

Of course not. It can’t be that easy can it?

I always have to fight for you and I get hurt but I stand it.

I’ll always be there for you don’t worry.

I’m always in a rush to get to you, I hurry.

Every time I disappoint you I just scurry.

Nothing’s right in my life, it’s blurry.

I can’t see or think straight.

Maybe I’ll come to my senses, just wait.

It was never your fault just relate.

To what I’m saying, I cant stop praying.

For a better day because this one is decaying.

This world is crumbling or is it just me.

I can never be without you, see?

I’m going crazy.

I’m lazy.

I don’t want to get out of bed.

I want you to be with me so I’m not attached to a brick lead.

This is bad, I can’t ever be sad.

Because when I am you are.

And that’s going too far.

I love you. That’s all I want to say.

But it never comes out like that, stupid eh?

All our inside jokes are stupid, “gay.”

But you know I love them all in a weird way.

I’m glad we found each other, we’re mature for our age.

We aren’t stuck in a metal cage.

Where we “have” to be with each other, we want to.

Look at what we got ourselves onto.

This freakish ride, but you were by my side.

And that’s all that matters because broken isn’t my stride.

We know where we were going, we weren’t blind.

It was just our situation that wasn’t timed.

But it doesn’t matter because we’re together.

I love this pattern but I hate the weather.

I love you but I hate the situation.

I’ve never been one to be patient.

But I will be, just for you.

Because for you, everything I would do.

I know why I’ve done everything I could do.

It’s because I really really DO love you.

19th June 2011

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Today marks eleven months that we’ve been together.

I love you.

19th June 2011

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I Love You.

How come every time I try to run I stand.

How come every time you push me I stand.

How come every time you hurt me I stand.

How come every time you kill me I stand.

Why do I stand for this?

because i love you.

Is this really love?

This insane game of chicken?

The same, plain, reign of terror?

I don’t know anymore, someone tell me.

Tell me what it’s like to be loved.

Because I’m not sure I am.

At least by her.

The one, I love.

The one I thought loved me back.

but i still love her.

no matter what.

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